Chapter Eight Hundred Thirty-Eight
15th July 1950
Potsdam
On a bright Saturday afternoon, Sigmund pressed the button and the plastic explosive under the sandbags went off fifty meters away. All the others were looking at him, green with envy. Matthias had to think of a new contest for the boys, their teachers and parents had been astonished with the sudden interest in academics and school events. They had been less than thrilled to learn what the prize was. Matthias had explained that these were boys and one had to understand what motivated them. A chance for wanton destruction with no consequences was the sort of thing that they dreamed of and Matthias knew a lot of ways to go about doing that.
“Okay” Matthias said, “You lot remember what’s next from the safety meeting?”
A dozen different excited voices were all talking at once and it turned into a debate. Finally, they settled on one answer. “We’re supposed to wait for the range officer to declare the area safe and proceed cautiously” Michael said. It was pretty good that he was able to recite that from memory. These boys weren’t soldiers, so Matthias gave them a bit of latitude in how they came up with answers because in the end he wanted them to be children their age learning as well as having fun.
“Good” Matthias said, “Normally, on a range it would need to be swept for unexploded ordnance but because no one else has used this one it’s fairly safe, but on the real kind you need to always keep to marked areas.”
The boys were all staring at Matthias as he spoke, wide eyed. He had just made this real for them, not some game. They walked out to the steel plate as Matthias gathered the wire used to set off the charge. Over the previous weeks they had carefully carved the mirror image of the Troop number and their names into the thin sheet of plastique and mostly inert. Without a blasting cap it was extremely difficult to set off. He had made sure to wire it when they were not present that morning. This might have been a fun project but there were limits. If they eventually joined the military and were invited to train at Judenbach for the SKA or MA, he would be more than happy to teach them how to use the same principles used here to cut I-beams, steel rails and to take down structures. Clearing off the remains of the sandbags they looked in amazement, all the letters and numbers were blasted into the steel plate.
“Okay” Matthias said, “You all put in a lot of work and Sigmund might have got first prize, but you all deserve a reward. Who wants ice cream?”
They all lit up at that mention. Blowing stuff up and a treat. For them this was the perfect day.
Berlin
“If I had known” Gerta said.
“You would have what?” Kat asked, “Dropped everything and come back to Berlin because I was having some undefined personal crisis?”
When Gerta had gotten around to reading the messages that had been left with her assistant she had discovered that there was a dozen from Kat all saying the same thing. I have this major problem that I need to talk to someone I trust about. This is too important to leave as a message with an assistant. It hadn’t been until filming had wrapped for the week that Gerta was free to follow up with Kat. Finding out what was going on though was mind blowing, Gerta had personally thought that this would never, ever happen.
“I can understand that, but you didn’t need to be so rude to Bette though” Gerta replied.
“In my defense, your assistant is completely clueless.”
“Don’t be that way Kat” Gerta said, “She’s a lovely person and she knows where to get those shoelaces I like, the ones with the rainbow sparkles.”
Ah yes, Kat thought to herself. Despite everything else, Gerta was still twenty-nine going on twelve.
It had been a difficult week for her. The nausea that Kat knew was coming had arrived in full force. Then she had needed to go to work and pretend that everything was fine while her back ached and her moods swung wildly as she was dealing with the usual assortment of travelers. She had made it through the week without killing anyone or getting any complaints, so Kat considered it a victory. Few things made her day more delightful then having a businessman with a tan line where his wedding ring normally was asking if she was free that weekend when she had been throwing up her lunch in the bathroom not fifteen minutes earlier.
“You’re going to have a baby” Gerta said, her voice getting high pitched and making Kat wince. “It will be yours with Douglas so it’s going to be beautiful, we already know that.”
“I hadn’t thought that far ahead” Kat said glumly, “I’m just wondering how I’m going to make it through the next eight months.”
“So, the due date is in early to mid-February?” Gerta asked, “Wouldn’t it be funny if you had it on the Second of February, everything happens to you on that day.”
Dear God, the chances of that Kat had not thought about. The idea of giving birth on the twelfth anniversary of the Reichstag bombing was beyond perverse.
“I would cross my legs and hold it in until the third” Kat said, and she meant it.
“Don’t be silly Kat, it doesn’t work that way” Gerta said with a wide smile on her face.
Kat looked at Gerta and wondered why it had to be that a sperm found an ovum in her while Helene was in Brazil? Gerta was one of her closest friends and Kat loved her like a sister, however her wildly optimistic perspective and whimsical personality simply wasn’t well suited for this situation. When she and Doug had started to talk about this seriously, all the available literature had said it should have taken months of trying. Instead, they had hit the bullseye with the first shot. It made her want to scream at the perverse luck that was involved. Helene would appreciate and understand that, Gerta didn’t seem to.